Detox?

This few days I was so confident that your detox seems successful.

Until I dreamt about you AGAIN before I woke up.

This time you were walking together with a yongsui guy(hahaha) and no matter how much I called(yelled more like), it was ignored.


拿著Ipod, 戴上headphone, 睡前封閉自己在另一個世界裡，聽著一首首會勾起emotional回憶的歌，those that I tried to avoid all these years.

聽了又怎樣？

過了就是過了。

回不去，也沒有必要回去。
拿出來欣賞的東西，看看就好，不要太認真。
認真就輸了，無法自拔，傷心傷神。


For what I have said, I meant it.
I could see the tragic ending but,

I
Still
Mean
It




可以做的，是流放自己，到一個陌生的地方，去感受孤獨，去 survive, 把原有的東西倒完出來，再裝新的進去。

也算是一個懲罰，一個劫數，一個考驗，一個whatever.